Consistency Is So Manly

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Nothing I love more than living under your consistency.

Your consistency is so beautiful.

When I don’t..

When I don’t want to dress up. When I don’t want to be artsy. When I don’t feel beautiful. When I don’t want to go outside. When I don’t feel positive. When I don’t want to talk about it. When I don’t want to go with your plans. When I don’t fulfill my words. When I don’t reply to your messages. When I don’t answer your calls. When I don’t move in quiet and gentle spirit. When I don’t want to go out of my comfort zone. When I don’t accomplish anything right.

When I don’t trust your promises. When I don’t have faith in your plans. When I don’t want to love.

I heard you said firmly, “Beloved, I’ll still stay with you.”

How did you manage to stay when it was so easy…

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Does It Matter

Does it really matter?
The girl he loved before you?
The girl who first invaded his phone’s photo album;
The girl whom you saw with him and he had that silly sweet smile which made you think he might be in love and happy.
The girl he told everyone about.
The girl he told his family about.
The girl he brought to his parents proudly.
The girl he had his firsts with.
The girl he brought to several dates.
The girl he had his first fight with.
The girl he had broken up with.
The girl he had tried to forget.
The girl he realized he had missed.
The girl he realized he wanted to get back with.
The girl he cried over when he knew she has someone else already.
The girl he cried for over and over again with you.
The girl you were trying to make him forget by telling it’s alright because it hurts you seeing him all broken up.
The girl he talked to and tried to patch things up.
The girl he started to go out with again.
The girl he got back together with again.
The girl he tried to make things better between them.
The girl he told you about with their fights.
The girl he told you he shouldn’t have gotten back together again.
The girl he had broken up with.
The girl he left.
The girl who still loved him.
Now does it really matter?
Because right now you’re with him.
And you’re his new girl.
Does it really matter when you can see traces of her in his phone.
Her name as his email account.
Their picture together in his social media account.
Does it really matter when you see traces of her in the lips of his friends?
Does it matter?
Does it?
Is it worth it?
Is he worth it?
Are you worth it?